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so....Ive sorta agreed to tandem skydive for a charity we are supporting at work. oh gosh! Im going green, feeling quite sick even writing this...just remembering what I saw today. I did the most stupid thing: looked up the subject on youtube and  for some reason all the accident videos popped out at me! *gulp*
There's 3 of us putting ourselves forward for it, and a fourth on the fence. I know its something  Id be so glad to have done AFTERWARDS on safe ground but right now Im bricking it at the idea.

Nothing's set in stone atm its in the process of being set up, if we can. Im also not the type of person to pull out of anything so if it is approved by the charity im jumping out of a plane however many ft up....!

Afterall Its for a good cause -we are fundraising for Alder Hey Hospital in Liverpool and also for a local little girl battling Leukemia so I guess I do feel strongly about getting involved since we are full steam ahead at work. 

 if the others go through with this, then I will also be willing to  help out and do it.
ARGGGGGGHHHHHHH!

hey all....christmas is nearly upon us! 
only 2 more days of work for me and I can go home for the holidays! Im especially excited for it this year because Im visiting  the family, who live back in my hometown again. Its roughly 30minutes from where Im living now so Its a great excuse to go see them, laze about and eat food haha (and get a little bit drunk!)
Im a little pissed though because my 'wonderful job' decided to do me out of my hard earned wages for the second time in 2 months -apparently I shouldnt expect too much this time next week b/c Im not getting it....damn that tax man!!! It means I cant buy anyone presents and that makes me feel really bad because I know my mum has got me some things... :-( they all keep saying they dont want any of us to spend a penny on them. For me it will just be cool to hang out this year  so Im lucky.

Its after eleven here....Im soooo tired and up early for work but my dear sister has decided to go drinking with her buddies. WITHOUT her doorkeys, Im not the type to sleep sound with her stuck on the doorstep so Im trying to stay.....not easy right now zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz  !   
Ive worn out both paramore records and a few others so I dont know what else to do? hence the reason for writing in my journal after months  :p

Last week was crazy -Ive lived in my flat for over 2 years but have never had even the slightest hint of a house party at all, made up for it on that saturday lol -a group of, already half cut people decided to bring the fun back to our place....beer cans everywhere, randoms sleeping all over the house and STUFF off worktops. the majority sloped off at 7am -hmmm, one thing comes to mind - as LOOSELY quoted from the brilliant Shameless "...they know one of the most vital necessities in life, they know how to throw a good part-tay!!!!!  scatter"

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